my chemical romance

2004-11-26T15:53:00.000-08:00

bl0g undaa hiatus lar.

lazy wanna update liao.

bye.

_I'll spill my heart for you_

2004-11-23T22:44:00.000-08:00

okay, my tagboard is like dead already. haha. mepek siaaa. but farhan's one more dead lar eh. hahar. sian larrrr. dono what to update already larrr. ok larrr. i miss my mom. lol. ok bye! back to the fone. love you farhan! =)) muacks!

_sad excuses_

2004-11-23T13:11:00.000-08:00

Hello! i've just finished eating and i just woke upp about an hour ago. so tired. got sorethroattt. huerghhhh. thanks to the nachos cheese, hotdog, popcorn and cokes. -_-" Taxi was great. farrrrnieeee. ok lor. =) hahar. so sian larr. only my nenek, sis and uncle ad h0mee. later my uncle going werrk lia0.. bahhhh. later going outt. hohorr. sian lar, actually no idea on what to type so bye lah.

its so predictable..

_this is so huargh_

2004-11-21T13:14:00.000-08:00

yessa. my sis buying Gerhana Skacinta Cd. The new authentic. Heard from many its a great cd. Go get it in KL! =D Okay, i am so sick. okay, i gotta say my fever has gone down abit i theenk. i have a fever,flu n a sorethroat. that is just soo great.

btw, i love gsc. =) rawk on.

i hate, copycats. bye.

the end is near. ..

_3 cheers_

2004-11-20T23:26:00.000-08:00

Taufik Batisah is drop dead gorgeous! His so cute. i saw hym ad tamp inter !! so crowded sey! alot of people! and i was alone among the crowd then i saw afiq!! abeh sebok xia dier. pakai colour brown jugak! same like me! grrr* hahaha. Then talk awhile with wada n nad. Then headed to suntec wif farhan to watch incredibles. funny show. i was sick the whole day. flu and a fucking irritating sorethroat. huargh. hope i'll get better soon. =)) cyar! muacks.

_fucker doodle doo_

2004-11-19T22:44:00.000-08:00

type long2 then terdc. nabey. all entry lost. da lar. bingit lar with the guys playing the whatever bombs. kept on throwing at my house. kimak. terpranjat sial. lalala. had a day out with farhan, shaq, hakem & babe. =)) blablabla. lazy to update. boo yah! muacks.

_yay lah__

2004-11-17T00:05:00.000-08:00

Had a great day today with my boyf! *wink wink* =) i won the bet. *wink*. OMFG. i am SO PISSED with my comp. i feel like throwing it out of the window. *cheh, like i strong enuff gitu* anyway, my raya money was $308. *wink* and i only went to like 7 blardy houses. cool huh? =P i'm g0nna spend ma m0neyy. ahahaha. bt haven spend yet sia. only on food and movies. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh... i'm tired! =Pp Hopefully my baby reaches home safely and i hope he gets enough rest for his later on paper. =) good luck dear. and, congrats to shaq in finding her guy. =)

bye lah.

_selamat hari raya!_

2004-11-13T18:33:00.000-08:00

I would like to wish all Muslims a Selamat Hari Raya !! =)) Yes, Raya is finally here. And guess what ? i donch even feel the spirit of raya yet. It seems dead. Lol. =)) oh well well, i would just like to say sorry for all my wrong- doings and for my harsh words. Sorry for everything bad that i have done. This is for my friends lor horr. haha. =) I'm not good in saying all this stuff. So yeah, good morning to you people. I haven't even bath! My sister has conquered the bathroom! bluek* ! So prolly later i'll be going to a few houses. My parents are also abit lazy i must say. =Pp Must wait for my bro to come later then can go out. He cfm come ptg one. =D so more time to rest at home. yay. anyway, happy collecting you kiddsters. *wink wink* Bye. =))

I love my babybwoy ! Muacks !

_lost inside_

2004-11-12T21:53:00.000-08:00

What's wrong, what's wrong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs
She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies broken inside
No place to go, no place to go
To dry her eyes broken inside
Open your eyes
And look outside
Find the reason why
You've been rejected
And now you can't find
What you left behind
Be strong, be strong now
Too many too many problems
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs
Her feeling she hides
Her dream she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's fallen behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace
She's all over the place

___kyn* =))

_what a year next year will be_

2004-11-12T17:35:00.000-08:00

well, jus now i went to school to see what class i got into. went to sch wif faeezah n wada. reach there and i curiously and eagerly search for the register number 12. i went into 3n2. and yes, all my bestfriends are seperated from me. Like wada,faeezah,elmo,samantha,ridzwan etc.
=(( sad sia. i no frens liao in my new class. huargh!!! is this sucky or what? Luckily i got Muz, Jas, Manfred and Rusydah from my class. =)) And guess who said hello to me just now?!! clayton! so L0NG sia never see hym. he has change. but still cute as alwayss. He still remembers me!! yay!! haharx. =D well, next year is gonna be hell i guess. haiz haiz. oh well. =) After that, i went to Bugis to accompany Wada find her hari raya bag lor. blaabla then went back to tampines. i bought another bangle and 2 rings. bah. u all don steal my bangles la. ahahaha. nb. from alot2 bcum a little sia. steal oni ah my frens. =PP anyway, i miss him. i was hoping to see him today but oh well, he can't go out. so yeah. tuesday then myt lorr. I love Farhan; the yeyeguy who rawks mah werld! \m/ !!

until the day i die_

2004-11-11T15:42:00.000-08:00

-so yesterday-
went out with darleenk & Az to watch Shutter. =))
Comedy + horror + suspense movie. Great movie to me.
Scary and funny. I laugh alot of times and scream alot of times too.
Overall it was worth the bucks. =D

-today-
Just woke up half an hour ago. Had a very nice deep sleep.
But my body aches alot. My ass still hurts after the fall i had.
I think it might be twisted or cracked. =\ i dono when my mom's
gonna send me for a nice massage. bluek* or i'll go for an x ray if it still hurts.
*bah* i'm addicted to story of the year again. heh! so long never hear the song.
Gonna transfer new songs to my mp3 player soon. So sick of the songs i have already in the mp3.
heeee. Mom's not working all the way till raya. Dad? i dono. He's at home now. Prolly not working too. *bah* So here i am typing my day away. I'm too lazy to clean up the kitchen. Prolly do it when my mom comes home. i scared got cockroaches in the cupboards. haha. =Pp My internet has been having alot of pop ups and some stupid stuff. and now i think i have some stupid 'free xXx' download which i hav to install everytime cos i can't click the 'x' button. waddaaafarkkkk. stupid lahh. babi btol. dah lah. bye lah.

until the day i die..
i'll spill my heart for YOU..
FOR YOU..

fuck ittt

2004-11-10T14:34:00.000-08:00

I've type so much shit and the comp died on me. Now i feel so TIRED + BLABLA to update. so yeah, i wanna sleep. goodnight AGAIN!! =))

_jus a day_

2004-11-09T10:44:00.000-08:00

so my day started like this. Went out with my boyf. ate at lucky plaza. blabla. slack at NYC and it was a sleep sleep sleep session. I never sleep lah. I read mags while he slept. sick mah. haha. then went to esplanade lib and it was a sleeping session for my darl again. haha. overall today was a sleeping session day. haha. Next tym must charge ah if i give massage for head/scalp. haha. can make money sia. lol. Then otw back at the mrt saw mimi mod. ahaha. Thennn.. inside the mrt going to tamp saw this 3 grrls. dono why sia kept on looking at me. like nb cb. i sleep oso, then wake up they still looking at me. lol. blablaaa. Then inside the bus saw the fig 8 guy. dono what de name. haha. blablablaa. then near my house saw firdaus. and also bob and his matrep friends. haha. oklah, wanna tok on the fone with farhan liao. byebye. muacks.

_YAY YAY_

2004-11-08T20:42:00.000-08:00

I am going !!!!! going what?! SKATALITES CONCERT !! YAYNESS!! thanks nad for paying for me first! hahahh!! So today, my day went like this. I bath and all that and went to meet up with Wada & Nad to pass shaq's and my money for the tix. =)) Then 168 arrived, so i went to meet my darleenk. Awwwhs so sad. He has a mild headache and flu. =(( Ate at BK.. Then went to slack under de blk. He was so headachy so i gave him my head/scalp massage. ahahaha. $10 per session. chey. just kidding!! =P Then went to the shop nearby to buy for him panadol and plain water. Then waited for Hakim arrival. Haha. Then i went off liao cos they wanted to study. =))
On the way home, as usual i tersrempak the USUAL MATREPS. wargh. all look at me. but yes, i blast my ears with music and just look straight ahead pretending i dinch see them. =)) okay, thats it. my hp is ringing. 1 message received.

ciao babys.
cya at the skatalite's concert.
FOR THOSE WHOSE GOING.
=)) muack.

_what the fuck. paranoia_

2004-11-08T13:32:00.000-08:00

i am paranoid. =))

_morning Madness_

2004-11-08T07:59:00.000-08:00

and so, i slept at around 2am plus today. then woke up at 640am to wish my baby good luck for his Maths Paper 2. I'm so hungry right now. I've editted my LJ. Very simple and ugly. In fact, its PLAIN. heah. okay, its friggin cold. I wanna find something to eat. bye. i love you baby.

BOREDOM_

2004-11-08T01:01:00.000-08:00

i'm bored. i can't sleep cos i've already slept. =)) baby's sleeping now. goodluck for the maths paper 2 later on. =)) i'm so bored. somebody save me?

thanks.

a lil sumthynk of me. =]

hah! i look so creeeppyy.

reflect me. i'm UGLY. =]

okay, i've nothing to do so i took pics of myself. nights. i've off to lala land.

_so SLICE my veins_

2004-11-07T21:00:00.000-08:00

Hello! so, today was a normal day for me. sitting at home. indulge myself with the chocolate chip cookies. talk on the phone with the darleenk. paint one of the walls in my room dark purple. i wanted to draw my name somewhere in the wall. but not today, i have no mood. *bah* so crampy. hahaha. PERIOD!! lol. okaylah, i wanna chat liao. bbye.

_the victim_

2004-11-07T02:01:00.000-08:00

Gig was a disaster ; i guess? Many people said it was. Haiz haiz. Luckily i didn't waste my 8 bucks on that though. =) Got alot of stares by guys. How sickening. It is. VERY VERY. huarghhh. Then got people msg in friendster about kenal2. how stupid can this people get? its only a picture. you don fall in love just for the looks for fucking godsakes. Guys nowadays. Luckily my guy is not like that or else *hiakk dishh* And also i hate the matreps at my blk. sickeninggg. flirt ajer tahu. aku tendang dorang pey bopley baru tahu. nabey btol. *grrrr* okay why i stress. ahahaha. i period liao!! warghh. first day = heavy flow + strong cramps. how good? hakk. and my mom yeye ah.. she say i cannot go out next week cos i go out too much to meet my boyf. and she want me help ard deee h0useee. haha. oklah, actually i headache maha headache oready. so i want to join my boyf in dreamland. goodnight sweetss.

_me AGAINST the WORLD_

2004-11-06T14:52:00.000-08:00

Hello darleenk kush yang tershayunkks. hahar. aku boring lah actually. stomach aku sakit tau. hahar. errks. okay. i'm so way lazy fazey to bath. my mummy, nenek and sis all go tamp mart to buy the cookies ingredients. ahacks. so i'm waiting for them to return home and gimme the money to go out. isit gonna rain? *bah* if rain, waste moneyy u n0e g0 gig. haaa. xD i sian lah. tu pasal bobal merepek. lalala. me against the world!! ~ lalala. i'm so hungry. i've just ate the pineapple tarts that my mom and nenek baked. yes. PINEAPPLES. i allergic actually last tym. but just now i eat like nothing only. only that now i'm coughing! haha! -.-! *bah*... okay lah i wanna chat with shaq. =)) byebye people.

_wanna hear if you still care_

2004-11-04T23:11:00.000-08:00

Hello! =) I'm happy that we've settled theengs out. yay. so so so, i got links! ahhh! last tyme who wanna link me? pls tag!! -.- i've lost ur url. padahal can check shoutbox ah. but i lazy lah now. so understand understood lah! =)) heah. okay. whats my plans for tmr? i dono. prolly none. yes, none. what a gd holiday. haaahaaa. but i wanna go out lah tmr. tired sia sit at home. then later my mom confirm ask me clean this and that. aiyarr. i know lah hari raya coming. no need kanchiong lah. i oso tired. and now i know why my arm aches!! heee. *wink wink* its bcos of the dearest boyf. *HINT MANY MANY* hahar!! love ya! ok i'm not good at ending an entry. bye. (",) and oh motherfucker. my msn is driving me nuts. crazy fucker.

_morning madness_

2004-11-04T11:01:00.000-08:00

morning! =DD i've been awaken by my flu since 7am. how sad. i wanted to sleep. then now, my stomach is feeling uneasy. abit better though. hopefully i don get any sickness today. i so badly wanna see my dear boyf. =)) well well, i'm broke. yes i am. hell yeah. OH YEAH!. Left with only what? 14 bucks? or 12? how pathetic. i'm actually waiting for my dad to give me my 50 bucks. hahar. either buying the skatalites tickets with that or shopp. i badly wanna see skatalites perform. once in a lifetime. just like reggae splash. oh. the memories. how nicee. weeehaaaa. alrightly, the Sunday gig is cancelled anyway. =)) so see you guys on the saturday gig at subc if i'm going that is. black coat, white shoes, black hats, cadillac yeah! cheers outt.

red streaks

2004-11-03T23:38:00.000-08:00

Hello! just got back from highlighting my hair at bedok with shaq! red streaks. yay. i hope it doesn't look so chinese-sy. =X haha. if n0t haha seyyy!! anyway, after dying my hair, i went to tamp back with shaq and saw jas, elmo, man, michelle & their friends. Then slacked with them. =)) hahar. after that, seperate with them and went to eat at kfc. then blablabla. and went home. =) hahaharr. thats all. byebyeeee. -.-! Now i wanna continue conf wif farhan and az. =)

_NEW everything_

2004-11-03T13:52:00.000-08:00

Hello! Nice or not nice? Haha. Its fucking simple, i know. But i like it the way it is. At least it doesn't blurred my vision like my previous layout. So irritating. Haha. =) Anyway, my days has been good and bad. Thats life. =) I should be bathing by now. But as you know me, being the lazy pig. I'm too lazy to bath. Will bath later though. My baby is sitting for his Physics Paper now as i'm typing this. Good luck my baby. =) Okay, my stomach is giving me the aches. My mom cooked her mee hoon goreng so SPICY sial. Make my stomach sick only. Anyhoo, waiting for my dearest shaq to get online. =) *bah* i hope it doesn't rain today cos its gonna be so cold. okay, till here. enjoy. =)

*// editted.
myshoutbox is being a bitch. I can't log in. I wanna change the stupid colours.

my chemical romance

___I'll spill my heart for you___

___sad excuses___

___this is so huargh___

___3 cheers___

___fucker doodle doo___

___yay lah____

___selamat hari raya!___

___lost inside___

___what a year next year will be___

____until the day i die_____

____fuck ittt____

___jus a day___

___YAY YAY___

___what the fuck. paranoia___

___morning Madness___

____BOREDOM_____

___so SLICE my veins___

___the victim___

___me AGAINST the WORLD___

___wanna hear if you still care___

___morning madness___

__red streaks__

___NEW everything___